So there's this guy

Who I like, but I didn't mean to like. He's sweet and sexy. So cute. But I can almost be sure that there will never be anything between us. He sends some signals, but I'm pretty sure...nevermind. Wowee, though, he's adorable. My heart pounds when I see him. So loud I almost think he knows, but of course that's impossible. I wanted to lean over and kiss him, but I wouldn't do that (at least there's some place in this world that I wouldn't kiss a guy-possibly the only place because it would really not go ever well). Anyone who sees my profile can view both blogs, but oh well who is ever going to figure out who I'm talking about? I totally did not mean to like him. How do I do these things? I can't even guess his age from looking at him, though I would suspect he's in his 20s, close to my age. If I pass out one of these days, I will blame it on the heat!